Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in roxybaby211's LiveJournal:

Friday, April 30th, 2004
3:28 pm	ahh i'm so stressed yea yea. i kno. i haven't written in a long time and i'm sry. forgive me? thnx. that means a lot. o well. yea. last weekend was the prom and them the shore. it was soo much fun! ahh i loved it. we have to do that again guys! "a boogada boogada boogada HA HA HA"! "we are sooo emo". lol HAHAHAHA the whole week has passed so far and i'm not goin to go through everything cuz i don't feel like it. nothing interesting happened anyway. o gosh. it's like 2 weeks into the 4th mp and i'm already failing everything! i dont get it. i thought the 4th mp was supposed to be easy?!? WTF. it's not even like i'm slacking off cuz i'm not. i'm really rying more than any of the other mp's but i'm doing so incredibly bad, u have no idea. AAARRRRGGGGGHHH. i can't stand it. so yea. i have work tonight at 5-9. only 4 hours. thats not bad. ahh i have SATs tomorrow. wish me luck!!!! ight well i'm gonna go. aight bye Current Mood: stressed (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 19th, 2004
2:48 pm	yesturday ok well now i am going to QUICKLY talk about yesturday and then tonight i will write about what happened today sice the day is not completely over yet. :-) i promise you this will be the shortest entry ever of me! yesturday i woke up.(obviously) i did alittle wash because i'm falling way behind and i'm running out of clothes. not good. aight after that i took a shower and straightened my hair. sounds like fun. right? well yea it was. at 2 i went to work. nothing really happened. i just had to deal with fuckin rude people. god i hate people sometimes. at6:30 my mom picked me up to go to the Barnum and Bailey ircus. i was actually really excited cuz i had never been to a circus. we won the circus tickets from a coloring contest that i did from the newspaper. lol there was an age limit of age 6-10 so i put my sisters name on it. well, we won and recieved 6 free tickets. yay. so anyway i get in the car and what's this? christina brought a friend along!? WTF!? how is thjat fair. i'm the one who friggen colored it! if anyone should get to bring a friend it should've me me! but no of course not. christina is the nagel of the family and gets whatever the fuck she wants when she wants it. ugh i hate it! so yea me and kaitlin were stuck friendless even though we still had one ticket left. at least kaitlin could've got to bring a long a friend. we had one ticket left! i know i'm making a big deal over something stupid, but it really erked me! (haha i love that word) so yea we arrived at the circus and our seats were surprisingly really good. the circus was ok. it definitely wasn't "the greatest show on earth", but hey it was a great experience and i had fun. i'm glad i went. ok so i got home, went online, did my homework that i put off till the last minute, as usual, and went to bed. but o! the Breakfast Club was on last night. i just had to stay up and watch it. it's a classic. i stayed up till 230 watching that movie, but it was worth it. ahhh i love that movie! ok so there you have it. my day. enjoy. bye (ok so it wasn't as short as i thought it was gonna be but hey, what can ya do?) Current Mood: sleepy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 18th, 2004
12:08 am	ahhhh ahhh. well hello there. yes yes i kno. i havent written in what seems to be forever and i kno u all are just dying to know more about my fascinating life. wow i'm cool. ok so yea. i seem to be getting many complaints about the length of my entries. whats up with that guys!? i like to include everything that happened in my day so u can get a taste of what my life is really like. i mean, is that so wong? yea well i guess so so i'll try and cut it down for you. happy? today i went to the festival of friends at my school. its where my school sets up a carnival type atmosphere in 2 gyms and we each get a "buddy" (a special needs person) and we take them around and play games with them, etc. it was actually a lot of fun and i felt so good inside ( which i kno everyone says ur supposed to feel when u volunteer, but i really did feel good) soyea thats a definite again for next year. after that i went to work. i dont kno if i mentioned it or not, but i work at bottinos now(which is a super market) and i am a cashier. FUN! it actually isnt that bad and i get good pay. ugh! this week i only work two days! what the fuck!!??? i need fuckin money! NOW! yes, as u can tell i'm a little PISSED OFF!. so yea i got home around 9:15 ish as soon as i walked in the door no lie) kelsey called me and asked me to come over her house. i said ok. lol so yea we had fun it her car. i forget what happened but it was funny. so anyway we talk and laugh and everything else and then we watch friends. omg it was the episode where chanler gets the tape from rachel to stop smoking and gets feminie qualities. HAHAHA I LOVE THAT ONE!!! "joey u forgot ur keys (gay throw)" hahaha "oo ok get the lobster". lol yea we have no lives. after that she took me home cuz my mom wouldve flipped a bitch if i didnt get home before twelve. (she doesnt like kelsey. she thinks she turned me bad) lol hahaha. o mom. ok so we had more fun in the car, which i forget again and wouldnt go into anyway because you kno, gotta keep this short and sweet. so now i'm home writing this. great times. ok friends this is as short as i can get it tonight. sry. i tried. aight well bye. omg guys.....less that a week till prom. woo i'm so excited (note the sarcasm) nah it'll be aight. peace (lol i hate that word)(except when used as world peace...or peace between countries...etc. lol) bye (for real) lol Current Mood: drained (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
4:09 pm	hi there Ahhh well hello there. today is now wednesday. school was good. nothing bad happened so that's always a plus. omg..ready....i found out yesturday that i'm dying!!! no not really, but pretty close to it anyway. lol i've basically told the whole world anyway so if u already kno then just bare with me. lets go back to the beginning shall we? it's a dismal tuesday and i have just walked in the door from school. my mother comes downstairs and checks our messages. one of the messages is from the blood place saying to call them bk (i had prevously gotten blood taken on saturday). "Oh no!" my mom says. lol ok i'm tired of telling it in a story fashion....here we go. so my mom is like they don't usually call unless there is a problem so already i'm like o shit. so she calls them bk and while she's on the phone she's making all these drastic faces and i'm like OMG what the hell is going on!!?? so she gets off the phone and stares at me for a sec. then she starts by saying i have really high cholestorol which i'm not supposed to have until i'm like 40 and it's really unusual that i should have it now. so i have to go on a strict diet only eating certain foods and i have to cut out junk food all together and if i keep eating junk food then i will have a heart attack or get heart cancer soon. ahhh! i don't kno how i'm gonna handle it!!!! but wait, that's not all. o no my friend not even close. i also have a high LBL (whatever that means) so i have to do something about that. i have a urinary track infection (goss!) but i dunno what's going on with that cuz my bladder or whatever doesn't hurt but i guess if they say i have it then i have it so i have to take pills for that. and finally, i have a hyper active thyroid which is what makes me really tired and drowsy and sleeping all the time (the reason i went for a blood test in the 1st place was to check and see if i have mono cuz i had all the symptoms) so yea i have to go on pills for the rest of my life b/c of it and the pills will give me my energy. if i ever go off the pills i will not be able to have kids. the reason i have high cholestorol is cuz it runs in my dads family and the thyroid thing runs in my moms family so THANK YOU MOM AND DAD!!! wow! isn't that a mouthful. so now for the rest of my life i have to eat a certain way and take all these friggen pills! so as u can tell i wasn't a happy camper yesturday. UUUUUGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! whew...ok i'm bk.ok so today was kinda the same as every other day. o it was dr. suess day today in the library. my english class went down there and had had all this food. it was great! i ate sooo much junk (which'll prolly kill me now) cuz all i had for lunch was a salad and some cheeroes. what a fulfilling lunch! so after we ate they were having a hula dancer and singer perform, but we we'ren't allowed to watch it. instead we had to go into the back room and listen to my former 10th gd. english teacher talk about the book THE CRUCIBLE. how gay is that!!!! i mean i already heard all that crap last year. grrrr. we spent what was supposed to be a fun ass pd. listening to a lecture. ugh. omg it was soo funny. earlier in the day i was walking with kelsey to my locker and there was this mass of pple that were about to run me over so i moved to the other side of her. there was this little girl who looked like a frosh in the place where i used to be. kelsey turned to the girl and was like "wasn't that funny!!" all obnoxious and everything. i was like kels who are u talking to? she turned around and was like OMG!!! the little girl looked so freaked out. omg it was hilarious. i had to actually stop in the middle of the hallway and sit down i was laughing so hard. i kno it doesn't sound that funny, but seriously u had to be there! lol so yea right after school i had to go and get more blood taken. i get to the place and this huge ass lady calls me bk. as i walked to the cubicle i was praying that she wasn't the one to stick me. she looked like she couldn't see anything. so she walks me into the cubicle thing (it was a miracle that she fit in the damn box) and sure enough she started setting up. i was so scared. i turned my head and she jammed the friggen needle in my arm. omg it hurt so bad! i wanted to punch the bitch! u have to be gentle with these things. so now i have this bruise on my arm and i can't bend it. ahhh! bitch! learn what ur doing and get glasses!!!!!!! ok i'm calm now. so i came home and i was starving, but of course there's nothing to eat (well, nothing healthy) so i had to eat two bowls of raisen bran to get my source of fiber for the day. ugh! and that brings us to now where i'm typing in my journal. soon at 5:45 i'll have to go to rehersal. oo can't wait!!! i have to stay there till 8:30. o no!!!! i forgot that the OC is a re-run tonight. ahhh! what am i going to do??? noo! eh..i'll get over it somehow. aight well i g2g, but before i go i have a riddle for y'all. this is a riddle that they ask pple to see if they are serial killers. if u answer it corrctly u are most like a serial killer or are going to be one b/c that have that mind set thing going on. here goes: A woman goes to her mother's funeral. while there, she meets a man and they fall in love. afterwards, they never see each other again. a week later the woman kills her sister. why? If you think u kno the answer put it in as a comment and i will get back to u. aight bye. Current Mood: cheerful (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 8th, 2004
4:29 pm	huh? why is my journel entry in here twice?????? hmmmmmm. i wonder. o well. i huess u guys who have no life and read this stuff will have to read it twice. o don't cry i'm jus kidding. obviously i don't have a life either if i'm writing this. wow i'm bored ok i'm gonna go now. bye. Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
4:23 pm	hello friends school. o i just love school! well, today was a monday and o boy do i hate mondays! they're soo long and boring- exactly how today was. ok so..my weekend was ok i guess. friday i wasn't allowed out of the house cuz my mom wanted to practice my cake decorating skills with me. hahah lol wow that must sound really gay. ok let me explain. you see, i'm in a club at school called FCCLA. little did i kno when i joined that it's a culinary arts club. which basically means that we're supposed to kno how to cook and sew and shit. i decided to stay in the club because i needed something to put in for college even though i have no idea how to ccok and sew. so anywho we have to go to this conference in a few weeks (yay! we get out of school) and we had to pick something to compete with. i thought i was choosing the easiest thing possible-- cake decorating. wow was i wrong. i mean, it's easier than making a dress, but still....it's hard. i have to bring all my supplies there and i have an hour to set up, decorate my cake, and clean up. now u may be thinking- what the hell is this girl's problem? just slop a bunch of icing on the cake and u r done, but on the contrary my friend. there are rules. yes yes. u heard me. rules for decorating a cake. i have to be able to make flowers out of icing, make special borders, be able to cover the cake properly and smoothly, etc, etc. o and get this. i'm not allowed to kneel down on the floor. i have to bring a stool to prop it up. if i even attempt to kneel down i am autmatically disqualified. uh huh. how gay is that! so yea..it's a lot more complicated than i thought, so my mom decided that on friday she would give me a crash course on cake decorating since she used to do it. i wasn't to keen on the idea, but she didn't really care and told me that i had no choice b/c she didn't want me to look like an idiot in front of all those cake decorating professionals. aw thanks for the thought mom. ok well it's friday and i'm sitting at home waiting, waiting, waiting some more for my mom to come downstairs from putting the clothes away. it's now like 9:00 and i have yet to see my mother. i head upstairs and what do i see? my mom asleep! i wasted my friday so my mom could sleep! grrrr. well as u can tell i wasn't too thrilled. i ended up going to sleep at 9:30. ahhh saturday. what a fun day. well actually it wasn't that bad to tell you the truth. i had to wake up at 7:30 to go get blood work done. omg i was so scared! i mean i've gotten it done before, but still. i walk in and i'm waiting. they call my name to go back. i went back into the cubicle by my self. i was so proud :-) the lady went to stick the needle in myt arm and i jerked lol i had to turn my head. the friggen lady laughed at me. bitch! she was like r u ok dear? yes! u bitch! i jus can't look at it. so yea she took like 6 viles of blood from me. i needed to get tested for so much shit u would think i was dying. anywho...i was sitting there holding a cotton ball on my arm to stop the bleeding and i had to cough. i decided it really wouldn't be that nice to cough all over the lady so i decided to cough into my arm. to do this i bent down and the lady thought i was collapsing and she caught me. hahahah i was like what the hell r u doing?!! get off me! lol it was great. (the reason she thought i was "going down" was because you have to fast to get blood taken. i wasn't allowed to eat or drink anything from like 5:00 the night before till i got the blood taken and most pple do pass out, but i was just dandy) so right after i got blood taken i went home, ate, took a shower, and went straight to cinderella rehersal. rehersal started out slow, but after awhile....well, the whole rehersal was slow. we were there from 10 to 5 and we only got a half hour break! grrrr. well me, ally, merideth, and bethany went to wawas. it was crazy wet. we had to run in the rain and all. not fun. so we came bk to rehersal and rehersed. it was long, but we got a lot done. o gosh deeg keeps changing my blocking. i can't take it. i dunno what the hell i'm doing now, but w/e. so yea after rehersal ally gina and kelsey came over. daph was supposed to come, but she wasn't allowed. i miss hangin out with that girl. 1st we watched cabin fever. ever see it? well don't! it's not scary, but it's soo gory and gross. i kept havin nightmares that night. i couldn't go to sleep cuz i kept seeing those images in my head. ahhhhh. "is he fingering her? yea.....aw that's cute" lol hahahaha "this is my indian voice" "ammy fishead to the main office" "she bangs, she bangs" "better put that cigarrette away...." lol hahahahahahahaha good times. later we tried to watch radio but it was dragging too much. ally fell asleep and we tried to put red lipstick on her face, but she kept waking up. damnit! we were gong to put the infamous wipped cream on her, but i didn't have any so then we were going to put on her face toothpaste, but she wouldn't go bk to sleep. oo ally. ur crazy. yea so everyone left and i went to bed. SUNDAY!!!!! sunday i slpet till 2. that was fun. i woke up. had a slice of pizza and went off to harmony. harmony started out good but then it just got worse. harmony is a joke now, but w/e i'm not going to get into that now. ok today is monday and i can't talk about it cuz i gotta go. my mom is on the war front. WATCH OUT! aight bye Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
4:06 pm	hello friends school. o i just love school! well, today was a monday and o boy do i hate mondays! they're soo long and boring- exactly how today was. ok so..my weekend was ok i guess. friday wasn't allowed out of the house cuz my mom wanted to practice my cake decorating skills with me. hahah lol wow that must sound really gay. ok let me explain. you see, i'm in a club at school called FCCLA. little did i kno when i joined that it's a culinary arts club. which basically means that we're supposed to kno how to cook and sew and shit. i decided to stay in the club because i needed something to put in for college even though i have no idea how to ccok and sew. so anywho we have to go to this conference in a few weeks (yay! we get out of school) and we had to pick something to compete with. i thought i was choosing the easiest thing possible-- cake decorating. wow was i wrong. i mean, it's easier than making a dress, but still....it's hard. i have to bring all my supplies there and i have an hour to set up, decorate my cake, and clean up. now u may be thinking- what the hell is this girl's problem? just slop a bunch of icing on the cake and u r done, but on the contrary my friend. there are rules. yes yes. u heard me. rules for decorating a cake. i have to be able to make flowers out of icing, make special borders, be able to cover the cake properly and smoothly, etc, etc. o and get this. i'm not allowed to kneel down on the floor. i have to bring a stool to prop it up. if i even attempt to kneel down i am autmatically disqualified. uh huh. how gay is that! so yea..it's a lot more complicated than i thought, so my mom decided that on friday she would give me a crash course on cake decorating since she used to do it. i wasn't to keen on the idea, but she didn't really care and told me that i had no choice b/c she didn't want me to look like an idiot in front of all those cake decorating professionals. aw thanks for the thought mom. ok well it's friday and i'm sitting at home waiting, waiting, waiting some more for my mom to come downstairs from putting the clothes away. it's now like 9:00 and i have yet to see my mother. i head upstairs and what do i see? my mom asleep! i wasted my friday so my mom could sleep! grrrr. well as u can tell i wasn't too thrilled. i ended up going to sleep at 9:30. ahhh saturday. what a fun day. well actually it wasn't that bad to tell you the truth. i had to wake up at 7:30 to go get blood work done. omg i was so scared! i mean i've gotten it done before, but still. i walk in and i'm waiting. they call my name to go back. i went back into the cubicle by my self. i was so proud :-) the lady went to stick the needle in myt arm and i jerked lol i had to turn my head. the friggen lady laughed at me. bitch! she was like r u ok dear? yes! u bitch! i jus can't look at it. so yea she took like 6 viles of blood from me. i needed to get tested for so much shit u would think i was dying. anywho...i was sitting there holding a cotton ball on my arm to stop the bleeding and i had to cough. i decided it really wouldn't be that nice to cough all over the lady so i decided to cough into my arm. to do this i bent down and the lady thought i was collapsing and she caught me. hahahah i was like what the hell r u doing?!! get off me! lol it was great. (the reason she thought i was "going down" was because you have to fast to get blood taken. i wasn't allowed to eat or drink anything from like 5:00 the night before till i got the blood taken and most pple do pass out, but i was just dandy) so right after i got blood taken i went home, ate, took a shower, and went straight to cinderella rehersal. rehersal started out slow, but after awhile....well, the whole rehersal was slow. we were there from 10 to 5 and we only got a half hour break! grrrr. well me, ally, merideth, and bethany went to wawas. it was crazy wet. we had to run in the rain and all. not fun. so we came bk to rehersal and rehersed. it was long, but we got a lot done. o gosh deeg keeps changing my blocking. i can't take it. i dunno what the hell i'm doing now, but w/e. so yea after rehersal ally gina and kelsey came over. daph was supposed to come, but she wasn't allowed. i miss hangin out with that girl. 1st we watched cabin fever. ever see it? well don't! it's not scary, but it's soo gory and gross. i kept havin nightmares that night. i couldn't go to sleep cuz i kept seeing those images in my head. ahhhhh. "is he fingering her? yea.....aw that's cute" lol hahahaha "this is my indian voice" "ammy fishead to the main office" "she bangs, she bangs" "better put that cigarrette away...." lol hahahahahahahaha good times. later we tried to watch radio but it was dragging too much. ally fell asleep and we tried to put red lipstick on her face, but she kept waking up. damnit! we were gong to put the infamous wipped cream on her, but i didn't have any so then we were going to put on her face toothpaste, but she wouldn't go bk to sleep. oo ally. ur crazy. yea so everyone left and i went to bed. SUNDAY!!!!! sunday i slpet till 2. that was fun. i woke up. had a slice of pizza and went off to harmony. harmony started out good but then it just got worse. harmony is a joke now, but w/e i'm not going to get into that now. ok today is monday and i can't talk about it cuz i gotta go. my mom is on the war front. WATCH OUT! aight bye (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
11:02 pm	I hate HSPA'S!!! ok. well, i'm bk and i never did finish what i was writing before. i dont really remember what i was talking about but it doesnt matter. sooo.....yea. today was just great!! haha.AHHHH I hate this week! i had HSPA's today, and the rest of the week. oo they were soo fun. Today was the english part. i was easy...knock on wood. haha i always knock on my head when i say that. lol i dunno y i just do. o man. on my piture prompt story i definitely got a 2. i usually do good on those, but i dunno what was wrong with me. my story kept changing and it sounded like a 3rd grader wrote it. hopefully there will be another one so i can redeeme(sp?) myself. all the juniors had to come in at normal time while everyone else got to come in late. how unfair is that!? i def. think that we should be able to go home after we take them. after the hspa's was just a regular day just shortened, which to me always makes the day seem longer. it's weird, but w/e. i talked to my friend claire and she said she doesn't have to take it cuz she's in catholic school. grrrr. it's not fair catholic school kids get out of everything!! i hate it. o gosh on the bus ride home i fell asleep and wouldn've missed my stop if this girl hadn't woken me up. thank you girl! :-) wow i'm gay but it's ok. hey! that rhymes! lol don't mind me i'm tired. so yea as soon as i came home i crashed on my bed and fell asleep until my mom woke me up at 5. the reason she woke me up was because i had play rehersal for cinderella (come see it march 18 and 19) from 6-8:30. it actually wasn't that bad surprisingly. when we we'rent on stage me, ally, mike, bethany, meredith, and joe played with our faces. we were trying to make like these burping noises with our cheeks. haha it was great!! we must sound like total dorks, but hey we are. omgosh. joe can blow bubbles with his spit! and no....it's different than u think. it's weird i dunno i cant explain it. he pushes bubbles out from below his gum, lays them on his tongue, and then blows them completely out of his mouth and they float down to the ground. it's amazing! he looked like a bubble machine. haha it was great! oo! i also found out that the play for next year might be Rocky Horror Picture Show!!!!! omg how great would that be!!!! ahh i cant wait. ok i'm being gay now...i'll stop. ok well rehersal finally ended. whew. so i came home and since i didn't have any dinner i was starving but there was only left over rice from what my parents had eaten so i had that. it looked really nasty, but it was surprisingly really good. i wanted more but there wasn't any and i was really sad. o well what can you do. after that i watched the OC (which is by the way my favorite TV show. i can't live without it!) anyway, the episode was great and i enjoyed it. ryan is in a lot of trouble. i dunno what he's gonna do, but i'm sure he'll work it out somehow. o gosh. seth looked amazing, but then again he always does. ahhh i love him. his hair is getting alittle too long i think though. it's so long that it's pulling down his culrs and i love his curls. don't let them go away seth! what happened to anna???? is she out of the show for good now? hmmmm......i guess i'll find out. after the show my dad left :-( i miss my dad. i dont see him as much as i used to. he's gonna take me to the passion of christ, though. i can't wait! quality time with father! yea so after he left i put my sisters to bed cuz my mom isn't feeling well. lol i felt responsible. lol hehe. then i came downstairs and went online and there u have it, my day. it wasnt a big bowl of laughs, but hey....that's my life. aight well i'm tired and i have another long day of the wonderful HSPA's tomorrow. GREAT! BYE. Current Mood: mellow (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 26th, 2004
11:11 pm	boring Hey! ok well this is the first entry to my "journal" and the only reason i'm doing this is so kelsey can have a friend in hers. haha i love u kels. so, just so y'all kno.....i might not keep this up to date that much. i dunno y any one would want to read about my life anyway. it's soo boring, but whatever floats ur boat. aaaanywho. today was just like anyother day, just more hecktic(however u spell it). Well it started off with me over sleeping and having like 10 mins to get ready. not fun! so i go to school and it's like the second day i've been back from being sick and i have to much work to make up. o, by the way i was sick fri, sat, sun, mon, and tues with strep throat. omg i almost died! i had a 104.5fever. i kno right...that's insane! so yea i've been feelin pretty shitty lately and i come bk to school with all this work. i feel like i missed two weeks of school instead of jus two. anyhow, i come to school and my friend daphne is crying b/c her aunt just died and i feel really bad, but there's really nothing i can do, but to comfort her. by the way daph...i'm really sry and i'm here for you. so yea, then gina gets to her locker and she seems pissed at something but won't talk about (she eventually got over it- i think) so the morning wasnt that great. i go to first pd which omg i absolutely hate!!!!! it's journalism and uggghhhh it gets me so mad. aren't you supposed to write stories in journalism??? yea that's what i thought, but no! we take notes on the chapters for the history of journalism. it's like a friggen history class! if i wanted to take 2 history classes i would've!!!! GOD! so slept through that pd like i do everyday and then head off to algebra. o great..my fav. subject. ok uhh well...i'm gonna finish this tomorrow b/c i'm so tireed and i'm gonna pass out any second now. aight bye (Comment on this)